Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Funky.

That's how I've felt all day.  I guess it's finally hitting me that this {diabetes} isn't going away. It will be here, forever.  It's a sad reality.  My little guy shouldn't have to endure this, let alone any other child.  I wish I could be as strong as him sometimes.

4 comments:

  1. Its truly f*cked that anyone has to endure this disease. When the shock and denial wore off, I was an utter mess. Im actually feeling things now and sorting through (my son was dx in May 2010, so its about 18 months now) and been such a process, you dont realise but diabetes redifines your family, your marriage, your views on life and mortality. Its life changing but you can do this, because we love our babies...we do what it takes to keep them healthy alive and well. xx.

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  2. Thanks so much Jules. Your comments mean the world to me. <3

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  3. I was in a funk yesterday too, my Kortnie's 2 year D-aversary was yesterday and, I won't lie, it was hard, I was pissed, sad, mad, all of that. I had a little pity party yesterday morning, and I guess that's okay, I'm working my way out of my funk today though. I hope you work your way out soon too.

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  4. Thank you Amanda. I'm out. I wish that I knew more people going through this who were closer .. that way we could be there for each other when we have these days. Which is more often than not!

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